Santosh Rathod

Believing all you’ve ever said

Never thinking it was a lie

Sadly I was so misled

At night I always cry

Yearning for all our memories

To become my life today

For you I’ll always try to please

In my life I wish you’d stay

Are there any words for this?

For the love, the pain & tears

Is it you I’ll always miss

Will you bring back all my fears?

The fear of being alone again

Doesn’t feel right at all

No longer will I pretend

I will be willing to take the fall

I’ve proved it’s not a joke to me

My future with you in it, is real

Why is it I can’t make you see?

Or get a straight answer on how you truly feel

Why do I always think of you?

Night or day, you’re never off my mind

Do you feel the same way too?

Or is there nothing there for you to find

You have to stop coming and going

As often as you do

I can’t live life not knowing

If my dreams are misleading me too

So I hope you soon come to see

My heart will forever be aching

If you shrug and laugh at me

It’s my heart you will be breaking

~By: Mr.Santa

It’s been a bad day

I’m getting used to it now

another sad day

I’d cry but I dunno how

I’m drowning in thoughts

of how things used to be

my chest was shut tight

complete w/ purity

It’s out in the open

should’ve kept to myself

take my heart off the shelf

my soul has now fled

it’s my body alone

and it’s far too much hurt

for my heart to come home

I give it up now

there’s no way to win

w/o you here

my world still spins

It’s been a bad day

I’ll try to let it not show

another sad day

and I’m just letting go….